I don't. Never really did, even when I was much younger. Decorating, choosing

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or making gifts, was fun. Watching all the craziness was fun. These days, my friends and I give each other gifts throughout the year if we run across something special. Mostly, we just get together and celebrate.

I also understand that we are not quite the norm, but then, none of us ever have been.

Be kind to yourself. Try to relax and enjoy.